Monday, 6 June 2011

Free Download - Puppets

Last year I was lucky enough to complete my Advanced Open Water PADI Course in Sharm El Sheikh. The plan was a week of diving but, being a plan, it didn't turn out exactly as I expected. The ash cloud from Iceland's Eyjafjallajokull volcano meant I had another weeks diving :)

When I first arrived in Sharm, sunglasses, suitcase and snorkel, I was taken by the colours, the music...the shisha. ;)  But what stole me the most was the diving. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before. In the water, mask on, regulator in, tank strapped on tight...I felt so calm. And under the rippling waves the water stretched out for miles. And the different shades of blue all melting into each other with ease. 

The fish! Napoleon Wrasse. Parrot Fish. Clown Fish. Goat Fish. Butterfly Fish. Moray. Eagle Ray. Sting Ray. Scorpion Fish. Pyjama Fish. Gobies. So many beautiful fish. It was a world that I have never even imagined. It was something so different, so new to me. The first time I went down I could barely believe my eyes. I never expected anything like it. I thought it would just be a few silver fish and some sand and that would be all. But the life down there! It makes you think that we are only visitors in this huge wide world - so much more colossal than our own. You could stand on the edge of the boat, speeding out to the diving sight and look out to  blue water and blue sky. But it was when I was diving in the blue, I knew I had to write it down. And this is what came. Puppets :)


If you're ever in Sharm El Sheikh, ready to explore the depths of the sea, check out Red Sea Diving College www.redseacollege.com for first class training and the best location; right on the coast!

Click on the link below for a free download of Puppets, available until the end of November 2011 :)



Saturday, 21 May 2011

Nevermore - One Song = Two Inspiring Paintings

The inspiration to writing "Nevermore" began in central London. I was walking through the rooms of the Courtauld, while outside, London Fashion Week was well underway.

I found that it was not the pandemonium of fashion in Somerset House, nor the women, students and press gathering for the event outside that drew me in, but the art. It's not everyday I get to stand in front of the world's greatest bar (or any bar in fact!) but here I was, staring at Manet's Bar at the Folies-Bergère. And there she was, gazing at me; the barmaid, nameless and disposed of. Her reflection in the mirror  does not work in reality but is Manet's own interpretation. The gaze is so intense, it took me a while to turn away.


                         
I eventually did, but then found myself looking into the eyes of a suffering Tahitian girl who was directly opposite the barmaid. It was Gaugain's 'Nevermore' .

The mysterious raven in the background looks ready to fly, but we know that it never will - in Poe's poem the raven only utters the words "nevermore".

The entrapment of these two women had been frozen in time by Manet and Gaugain and were beyond rescue, but I could write about them for "evermore".


Lyrics:

Another one sir? 
Another wine?
Here for the show madame? 
Another show. 

The raven won't fly, no sir,
Away, Away

Walk past the gallery, 
She's watching me
She's longing, for something,
Begging me
Turn away

Another lost reflection,
Gazing at me,
At me,
I can't help you, 
Don't know how to help you,
Fly away, away

And I can't see my reflection nevermore,
The visions changed from what it was before,
I'm nameless, nameless,
I'm nameless, for ever more
Nevermore

A crack in the world, 
They wanna leave, 
But the people won't fade away, 

Turn away, 
Another lost reflection,
Yearning,
Burning, 

And I can't see my reflection nevermore,
The visions changed from what it was before,
I'm nameless, nameless,
I'm nameless, for ever more
Nevermore

It's just the wind, 
Nothing more,
The image won't move,
And it longs for more

And I can't see my reflection nevermore,
The visions changed from what it was before,
I'm nameless, nameless,
I'm nameless, for ever more
Nevermore

The Raven won't fly, away
The Raven won't take to the sky
Away, away,

Another one sir?
Another wine? 
Please take your seats for the show,
We won't be going away, no, no.